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ok, yea i’ve
been slack on here this week.  song of the day is Janet Jackson – Better
Days cuz today will be the start of better days, er so I hope.  last night
and through till earlier this morning it was Cranberries – Empty. being
depressed and lonely sure does generate a lot of thoughts, but that’s good
because it helped to create some new poetry.  I’ve been writing just about
each night, and although my recent poems are depressing and hard to understand
if you don’t know my personal life, they are good works of art with their own
merit.   here is one very recent one that that actually turned out to
be very true, you figure out what it means –

 you can’t convince me

to despair myself

once tainted never again

stirred thoughts occupy my loneliness

7-29-01

added even
another song to my music section, this one is untitled #3.  maybe i should
start coming up with names for these songs so i don’t get them all mixed
up?  but, i need lyrics first i think…

I bought
myself a present yesterday, I got a new microphone for vocal recording and such,
a Shure SM58.  Of course, I had to test it out and I posted those tests
under the music section of the site, check them out!  Sexorator and
Untitled song #2 are the new ones.  let
me know what ya think

I just posted
some new poetry I recently wrote, check it out under the poetry section.

Well, from what
I can tell, my favorite band is kinda no more.  That is, 10,000
Maniacs (and here’s the fan
site) is thinking of dropping the name and going with another name.
Reasoning is the loss of the band member Robert
Buck  who played guitar late last year.  I’ll quote from Steven
Gustafson, bass player for the band,:  “To some of us, a future as
10KM without Rob in the world just wouldn’t feel right.  Regardless of
what’s happened in the past, the past is not the answer here. IMHO, it’s time to
do the honorable thing. And that is to let Rob take the name with him.”

oh nothing

Happy
birthday to me!  Yea, i’m the big 24 now.  to celebrate, my mommie
took me out to eat, we had dinner at the Outback, so that was nice.  And
for myself, I actually wrote a new poem!  Check it out under poetry.

I got a new ad
system on the site now, it will rotate through a new ad when ever it loads the
outside frame of the web page.  My quote of the day:  <radial> i don’t know how to make a radial, but i know how to eat a
trishly! 🙂

i’m back from a
night on the town.  me and pretzelboy and friends went out to eat.  we
went to a bookstore here and they had all this whole section of diet
books.  the isle wasn’t any wider there than the other isles, i think if i
were fat i’d file discrimination.  besides, i bet if they combined the
weight of all those diet books, it would weigh like 2 tons, so what’s the
point?  maybe that could be an observations…