Archive for May, 2002

Thursday, May 30, 2002

Thursday, May 30th, 2002

argh, i just loaded
this now i need to restart.  hmm maybe not.  hmm maybe so.  hmmm
the humpty dance.  i might play that at my dj gig saturday night.
doesnt anyone want to come and sit with me for like 5 hours? ahh well. maybe
it’ll be interesting.  making a cake as fast as i can.  baby baby bake
me a cake fill it with as much love
as you please. 

Wednesday, May 29, 2002

Wednesday, May 29th, 2002

so ok lets try that

9:53 pm – so here goes again.  cept i lost my
train of thought.
how many things can i not consider once its set in motion?  why did

i have to wonder
if it would be or not to be.  but its better to find
out and be disappointed than to wonder and not know
the truth.  where will the
music take me tonight?  i
didn’t use a map
the last trip i made.  i dont remember the last trip i made.  i got my
cd burning computer working again today.  now i need to network it to this
computer so i dont have to
keep switching hard drives.  but that is still faster.  someone
beat me to it  gesh, i’m so
tired i might go to bed now.  night @10:30 pm

Tuesday, May 28, 2002

Tuesday, May 28th, 2002

clicking on these
links could be hazardous to your health.  this would make
moose look silly
.  this makes
me drool.
Illusionary  ok, this one
isn’t totally clean but i thought it was
funny as hell so i’m posting
it.   just in case you are wondering, we are NOT playing tomorrow
night, the 29th.  I think they are closed for memorial vacation or
something or another.

Monday, May 27, 2002

Monday, May 27th, 2002

so i went to kerr lake
today.  whipped it around on the inner tube behind
steve’s jet ski.  i
took a hike by my lonesome self down
a nature trail.
almost 2 miles!   I wanted to take some pictures and that i did.
kerr lake dam.  I
saw some very pretty
scenes.  i have many pictures.  i even met a couple of
fellow hikers. 
yes, i did get lost.  i crossed a bridge.  and went up beside a stream
for a bit.  and i thought i was going to the exit.  but i eventually
found my way back coming up broadside to said bridge.  i was disappointed
that i let that happen, and i was tired too.  but i found my way and onward
i went.    man i want to put all my pictures online.  i want
to be an artist.  i want to have a different picture every day of my art
work.  i like my new camera.  it’s so cool to be able to go take a
bunch of pictures and then put them directly here.  of course, i’ve been
editing them to make them smaller so they can download quicker.  you should
see the originals.  especially of my trip today, i used the highest
quality.  i want my own dedicated web server with unlimited space and
bandwidth.  not many people come here anyway.  so it wouldn’t be that
much bandwidth.  let me know how
you like my pictures here.  yes, i know i haven’t updated my web cam in
forever.  it can’t make me look any better than i already suck, so why

Sunday, May 26, 2002

Sunday, May 26th, 2002

cute teenage American
girls dressed as even younger Japanese anime characters must make Japanese
natives laugh i think.  but it wont stop me from going to a great con.
spent all day there yesterday, and even some of today, dont ask why.  a new
favorite artist of mine is Ayumi
my new camera worked out nice.  didn’t take so many
pictures though, but i got some good ones.  i’ll organize a way to view my
pictures later, but for now, i will put them under the con reports section.
not much to report on, just that i went.  this wasn’t a big trip.
just a short drive from my house so no real adventure except for finding a place
to eat.  for the pictures i missed check out this link to a great site:

Friday, May 24, 2002

Friday, May 24th, 2002

lets do something and

art –

Thursday, May 23, 2002

Thursday, May 23rd, 2002

i know, i haven’t
finished my last con report argh………i will one day i promise.  maybe.
ok maybe not 😉  anyway, i bough a digital camera today for the animazement
con this weekend.  this way i dont have to get them developed into the cd’s
like i had to do for nekocon.  that was very expensive.  i’m ashamed
to say how much money i spent on that.  but they did turn out really nice.
i’m charging my batteries up now so i can play with it.  our show last
night was great.  They want us back.  Every week.  sweet.
Thanks to Joy and Maria for showing up and supporting me and Mercy!  Glad
you guys enjoyed it.  i’ll write here and on our mailing list if we are for
sure to come next week.  if you’re not on the mailing list you should be.
go to and search for the group singermercy and subscribe to it!
do it!!  14 people on it now!  good job!  my camera can take
almost a thousand pics on a 128mb card.

look at a pic i
took of my baby

maybe i can actually put something under
that pictures link now 😉  ahh ok.  alrighyt.  so so.
there.  i need to sleep early tonight.  havent been getting enough of
that recently.  i’ve become slack on correctign spelling here.  can
you tell?  i just want to get my words out.  you can figure it out.

Wednesday, May 22, 2002

Wednesday, May 22nd, 2002

come see us at Birkenstocks in Wake Forest!

Sunday, May 19, 2002

Sunday, May 19th, 2002

star wars.
xfiles kicked butt.  December 22, 2012 we will all die.  only God can
prevent it.  what has changed?  i’m looking at the same screen here.
just the words i’m writing are different.  i know this page is too long
right now.  i’ll clean it up later.  remove some old news.  but i
dont fee like archiving it right now.  i want to write.  i want to
write a story.  but i’m too lazy to finish it.  so i’ll just write my

As i walked out of the restaurant I felt compelled to
turn completely around and look and so that I did.  And there sitting on
the bench was one of the most beautiful women I’ve ever seen.  I threw up
my hand and said, “Good Night.”  I turned to continue to my car and from
behind me I hear this ever increasingly loudness of footsteps.  Even
running at times.  “Excuse me.” “Yes”  “Why did you just do that?”
“Do what?”  “Just throw up your hand say bye and continue on?”  “I’m
sorry, it just felt like what I should have done.  I didn’t mean to bother
you”  “Oh no, you didn’t bother me.  I was just wondering because….”
“Why didn’t you come talk to me?”  “I didn’t want to bother you” “But I
already said you weren’t bothering me”  “But you just now told me that, I
didn’t know that then”  “Would you have come to speak to me?” ”  I’m
not sure”  “Why not?”  “What would I say?  I would walk up to you
and say Hi, How you doing?  well, have a good night.  I hate small
talk.”  “small talk is better than nothing.”  “maybe so”
“What would you have me say?”  “Come and say something, compliment me on
something”  “Its no point.  what could i possibly say to you?”
“tell me you like my hair, or my perfume or anything!”  “Like you haven’t
heard that a billion times now?  You know what I would say to you?  I
would say you are the most beautiful woman I’ve ever seen.  And don’t take
that lightly.  I’m very picky.  for me to say you’re beautiful is the
top thing I can say.  You could be fine, or pretty or whatever, but nothing
tops ‘beautiful’ for me.  So for me to come to you and say You’re a
beautiful lady and then walk away would be a joke to me.  I can’t possibly
flatter you in any way.  I can’t astonish you with my good looks.”  “hehe
you could catch me with your personality”  “ok, but i can’t catch you by
coming up to you and saying You’re a beautiful woman”  “why not?”
“Because you must hear that every 5 minutes.  it would mean nothing to you
for me to come up to you and give you the highest compliment I know how to give
to a lady”  “It would mean something to me because YOU are the one coming
to me and telling me I’m beautiful”

Monday, May 19, 2002

Sunday, May 19th, 2002

I sometimes walk to
the beat of a playing song in my own house.
so i dont know.
I think i wanna mail
them.  I wanna ask if its nothing to do sexually then I want to know when
are they gonna put pics of girls modeling them in their magazine.  All i
wanna do is see how they fit, honestly.  If only i could find an email
address…  an xfiles timeline
and even a lone gunman timeline.  i wanted to write more but everyone wants
something.  so it’s 12:33 am now and this is all i’ve written here.

come see us wednesday night!

someone join
me in going to animazement in durham