Author: RadialMonster

  • Missing the Mood

    and this time, what is it? is it the same as the last situation?

    where is my new poetry? where is my mood to write some? this sometimes replaces my mood writing.

    this is the closest thing to a journal i’ve (n)ever had. maybe when i was younger, i would have kept a journal if i thought someone might find it and read it.

    i like to eat m&m’s.

    OK, this quote is really sad: “We have this company that comes around to pick up the aborted fetuses,” another nurse says. “But if we’re really busy, it costs us a fortune to get rid of them. At those times, we just follow the doctor’s orders and flush them down the toilet.”

  • Legitimate Alternative

    last night, i didn’t have practice with mercy, and i didn’t watch the game either! i heard of our terrible loss today from a friend. Canes have to win 3 in a row now to grab the Stanley Cup. i think that’s right. ok, i hate to do this. but i’m doing it because i’m sure you won’t take the time to read the article. so here’s the part that really stuck out to me: “If you’re providing free entertainment, which is obviously what the music business is doing, then you have to figure out some way to sell advertising to the people who are paying attention to your free music. But nobody seems to have any idea how that might be done. Or you can provide stuff that’s free, and use the free stuff to promote something else of more value that people, you hope, will buy — now called the ‘legitimate alternative.’ (Putting video on the CD is one of those ideas — though, of course, you can file-share video too.) Or sell the CD at a level that makes it cheap enough to compete with free (free, after all, has its own costs for the consumer).”

    did you understand all that? it costs money to make music. i don’t understand why no one understands that. Another quote: “Accordingly, costs will have to shrink. Spending a few million to launch an act will shortly be a thing of the past. (The formal catalyst of the beginning of the end of big development costs may be the Wall Street Journal’s story a few months ago that precisely accounted for the $2.2 million launch costs of a singer named Carly Hennessy, who went on to sell 378 CDs.)”

    the big labels take huge gambles on releasing a new artist. in the example above, they spent so much money, but only sold 378 CDs? If my math is correct, that would place the actual cost per CD to be: $5,820.11. would you pay that much for a CD? duh, no one would. so they even the costs out between all the artists they publish for. some will not sell enough, some sell more than enough to make up for the ones who didn’t sell. some sell millions and they help to overcome some of the cost of these that don’t sell. but for some people, they think music should be free. the artists already have money so there’s no reason to purchase their CDs. i personally know 2 friends who are artists. and i’m not sure if i would be a third or not, i’ll let you figure that out. any, these two friends, Mercy and pretzelboy (check website to the left in the links) record and perform and do things, but have no means of quitting their day job. how do you think artists get money? it’s just given to them for the hell of it? i recently paid $35 dollars for a single CD. a friend asked me to make a copy of it for him. i refused. i go to record stores and buy $20 dollars worth of CDs from the dollar bin. i come away with a bag full of music, and i’m still helping to promote the artist. each word is a link here (durnit i ran outta links 😉 )

  • Not Cleaned

    I had another bad dream last night. I won’t go into detail, but it’s been a while since I’ve had such dreams about that one, and then I have to have one like that? Maybe it’s these.

    I wrote yesterday morning about needing to clean my room. I haven’t even touched one piece of trash in this room yet. An old friend stopped in and we watched our Canes lose a really good game. It really sucked that we lost; into the third overtime, you know our guys were tired. They didn’t give up, but they should’ve won!

    They play again tomorrow night, so I’m gonna have to watch that one. Except I think Mercy will come over and practice. Maybe I can tape record it, but then it’s no good once I hear the score on the news. I like this so much I’m linking again.

  • Clean

    my house is relatively clean, except for this computer room. i really need to organize it today. i could make it beautiful, but i need to buy some racks and things i think so i can put all my crap up on it.

  • Milestones

    On the 100th episode of the Simpsons, Bart wrote on the blackboard “I will not celebrate meaningless milestones.” Does that mean anything to you today? But I won’t dwell on that. Tio used the bathroom on her newspaper today. Good job. It’s a shame they don’t just make rolls of paper like that you can buy in bulk to be used as a piss collector. How would you feel if you spent long hours writing an article, it was good enough to be published, thousands of people read it, and all that becomes of it is some creature dumps his load on it and then it’s put in a big metal barrel and burned. I feel bad every time I put a fresh batch down. I would hate to know that you do that to my website—lay the monitor on its side and drop your load onto the screen then close the browser window in haste. I felt creative tonight. I even loaded up FruityLoops to work on a song. But that’s as far as I got. So I came here. Let’s see what becomes of it.

    A guy walked up to me today and asked about my past. I said why do you want to know about my past? He said he wanted to know my past because his past is the same as my past. Then if you already know your past, you know my past, so I have no reason to tell you anything. He said I don’t think you understand. I used to be you in my former life. Come on now, that can’t be. It is. See, when you die, you will become someone as well. Problem I have is I didn’t finish my mission my last life, so now you’re here to see if you can do it. If you don’t, then you will be replaced too. Why is this? How can this be? God has a will for everything. You are destined to do something really great, but you may be distracted by evil. You will dishonor your God and you will have to be replaced so you can continue your quest. Then what is my quest? I cannot tell you that. My quest is to finish this story, and I can already tell that’s not going to happen. So see ya.

    Ok, that was fun. Did you know America has been donated 14 cows from a tribe in Kenya? Like just this week. Read all about it.

  • Music Happenings

    So the show tomorrow is canceled beyond our control. But as far as I know next week we’re on. I’ll post for sure when I know for sure. But I’m not sure when I’ll be sure so be sure to check in later to see if I’m sure.

    I don’t wear Sure. I wear Gillette, I think.

    So I set up my whole system last night for Mercy to come over and practice. I left it up so I could easily break it down tonight and put it in my car. Last night I decided I wanted some sleeping music, so I cranked my CE2000 and dual American DJ Pro 500 CD player and Fostex mixer and two huge 12″ B-52s speakers up. I watched as the lights dimmed when I turned it on. I put in The Carpenters and turned the volume to almost nothing, so I could hear it without blasting me out of the bed.

    I laid there thinking I’ve got 1200 or so watts sitting here beside me, almost $3000 worth of equipment running up my electricity bill just so I can hear some mood music as I try to sleep.

    Tonight I may sleep before 1. It’s 11:21 now. That’ll be good.

    Tio isn’t doing a good job of living inside. She gets lots of spankings. When will she learn?

    Someone came to my page from www.fazed.net so I’m returning the favor. However, I can’t find a mention of my site in the news, and I searched the archives but to no avail. If you came here from Fazed, let me know what from!

  • DJ Setup

    Yes I’m up way later than I should be. I almost fell asleep coming home from work today and I’ve been busy all night so I haven’t been able to take a nap.

    Anyway, just wanted to post about the success of my first DJ gig at a party. I got tons of compliments on my very awesome DJ booth.

    Yes, I was brave 😉 The glow from the monitor really looked cool once the sun went down. I enjoyed it and even met some friends from back in high school.

    I rocked the place pretty hard, but I didn’t blast it all the way. They were asking me to turn it down already! And I don’t even have a sub.

    I need a van. I need someone to help me carry all my stuff ’cause it sure does make me tired. Let me know if you need a part-time job. The pay sucks, but you get to listen to some cool music 😉

    Well, I’m still working on some things for Wednesday night, so I’m out of here. Then to bed. See ya.

  • First Gig Glow

    yes i’m up way later than i should be. i almost fell asleep coming home from work today and i’ve been busy all night so i haven’t been able to take a nap.

    just wanted to post about the success of my first dj gig at a party. i got tons of compliments on my very awesome DJ booth. yes, i was brave 😉 the glow from the monitor really looked cool once the sun went down 😉

    i enjoyed it, even met some friends from back in high school. i rocked the place pretty hard, but i didn’t blast it all the way. they were asking me to turn it down already! and i don’t even have a sub.

    i need a van. i need someone to help me carry all my stuff cuz it sure does make me tired. let me know if you need a part time job. the pay sucks, but you get to listen to some cool music 😉

    well, i’m still working on some things for wednesday night, so i’m outta here. then to bed. see ya.

  • DJ Plans & Cake Lines

    argh, i just loaded this now i need to restart. hmm maybe not. hmm maybe so. hmmm the humpty dance.

    i might play that at my dj gig saturday night. doesn’t anyone want to come and sit with me for like 5 hours? ahh well. maybe it’ll be interesting.

    making a cake as fast as i can. baby baby bake me a cake fill it with as much love as you please.