i finally decided to write something on this damn
website.  its a work in progress, but i wanted to have a nice place for
friends and strangers alike to go to learn more about me and to check out
the things that interest me.  the cam pic is just a peek into my world,
and if you see me on the cam at a current time but i’m not in the chat, it’s
because i’m fucking doing something on the damn internet.  thats why i
get on the net anyway.  so if you want to get me, the best thing to do
would be to send me an email cuz i check that every so often when i get
lonely.  right now i’m listening to some music from escaflowne
which i’ve only recently gotten into.    ive been staying up
too late recently.  it’s already 11:40pm and i’m tired as hell.  i
gotta get up for work at 7:30am.  my girl’s gone right now, so i’ve
actually been able to do things that i want to do around here for a
change.  things i need to do, things i should be doing anyway
regardless of if she was here or not.  but she will never understand
that.  but i get so caught up in doing them i stay up too late.
damn this need for sleep.  damn this getting old, i used to be able to
stay up till 2 or so in the morning and be able to get up for school, but
those days are a long time ago.