ha ha you jealous little
bitches! i already got it! it only took me about 15 fucking minutes,
of course, i had some code i had already written i used. but now, i can
update this news piece independently of the main web site. i think it’s
pretty sweet. next, i’m gonna make a generic work viewer, for articles,
stories, poetry, whatever. ahahahahah!!
Month: June 2001
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Wednesday, June 13, 2001
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Wednesday, June 13, 2001
that’s right, i’m gonna create some
bitching shit! i realized with all the content and shit i wanna put on
this site, i have to code the displaying of the page. so i’m gonna work on
that tonight and if i finish, maybe i’ll have time to start that article.
but knowing me, i’ll find something else to occupy my time, and i will never do
it. that’s my problem. i start doing something, get interested in doing
something else, and forget about the first one! just like now, i should be
coding. leave me alone dammit! -
Tuesday, June 12, 2001
damn this work too. i got home from work,
took a shower, am cooking right now, still haven’t ate yet, and it’s already
damn 8:30pm! i’m adding to the site as i can, i’d like to code most of
the content in asp, but with all the links and things i wanna do to it, it
might just be easier to create the raw files with frontpage. i wanna
make content. one of the main reasons i started this site is to get me
back into writing, which i used to do all the time. now i don’t have
the ambition to do it. i’m not in the mood after working all
day. when i’m not working, i’m working around my house, or
entertaining myself on the computer or something. my environment is
not suited for writing, i have 4 cats, a rabbit a hermit crab, and sometimes
a dog all inside. i have more animals outside. actually most of
these animals are my kinda girlfriend’s. they make tooooo much
noise. years ago, when i used to write, i could sit in my room when i
lived with my mom and her husband and tune out absolutely
everything. when they went to bed it was dead quiet, i
could think. no one bothered me. i would write poetry, or
stories, i had a few published, and i really enjoyed doing it. i
consider myself to be a creative person, and i need to be doing something
creative and in my field of vision to stay focused and happy in life.
so, back to the subject, (i ramble a lot, part of my writing) if i write on
this web site, it will get me adapted to writing again and maybe i can be as
good it as i used to be. and i decided what my first article will
be. i really enjoyed vilette’s
article on picrave. but i see A/S/L as something different.
i’ll post it here as soon as i’m done. -
Monday, June 11, 2001
i finally decided to write something on this damn
website. its a work in progress, but i wanted to have a nice place for
friends and strangers alike to go to learn more about me and to check out
the things that interest me. the cam pic is just a peek into my world,
and if you see me on the cam at a current time but i’m not in the chat, it’s
because i’m fucking doing something on the damn internet. thats why i
get on the net anyway. so if you want to get me, the best thing to do
would be to send me an email cuz i check that every so often when i get
lonely. right now i’m listening to some music from escaflowne
which i’ve only recently gotten into. ive been staying up
too late recently. it’s already 11:40pm and i’m tired as hell. i
gotta get up for work at 7:30am. my girl’s gone right now, so i’ve
actually been able to do things that i want to do around here for a
change. things i need to do, things i should be doing anyway
regardless of if she was here or not. but she will never understand
that. but i get so caught up in doing them i stay up too late.
damn this need for sleep. damn this getting old, i used to be able to
stay up till 2 or so in the morning and be able to get up for school, but
those days are a long time ago.