Better days, maybe

ok, yea i’ve been slack on here this week. song of the day is Janet Jackson – Better Days cuz today will be the start of better days, er so I hope. last night and through till earlier this morning it was Cranberries – Empty. being depressed and lonely sure does generate a lot of thoughts, but that’s good because it helped to create some new poetry. I’ve been writing just about each night, and although my recent poems are depressing and hard to understand if you don’t know my personal life, they are good works of art with their own merit. here is one very recent one that that actually turned out to be very true, you figure out what it means –

you can’t convince me

to despair myself

once tainted never again

stirred thoughts occupy my loneliness

7-29-01