ok, yea i’ve
been slack on here this week.  song of the day is Janet Jackson – Better
Days cuz today will be the start of better days, er so I hope.  last night
and through till earlier this morning it was Cranberries – Empty. being
depressed and lonely sure does generate a lot of thoughts, but that’s good
because it helped to create some new poetry.  I’ve been writing just about
each night, and although my recent poems are depressing and hard to understand
if you don’t know my personal life, they are good works of art with their own
merit.   here is one very recent one that that actually turned out to
be very true, you figure out what it means –

 you can’t convince me

to despair myself

once tainted never again

stirred thoughts occupy my loneliness

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