Cons, poems, and wild dreams

Ok, if you’re just dumb then quit reading. evidently your dumb cuz your still reading this though.

anyway, i just made a section for con reports on the links there. so the con report for nekocon is there. still working on it! lots of pictures, i have 3 pages done so far.

new november poetry will be appearing in just a few minutes as soon as i can post it.

i’ve decided to quit school. its not my responsibility to teach the class just because i know more than anyone else. i’m going to learn just like everyone else is, but i ain’t learning a thing. ahh well. lets me concentrate on more important thingies.

one of my favorite quotes this week has got to be ‘are you the one who wrote that perverted song?’ (or something like that) from a lady in cali. ahh i have fans. anyway, hi jessica if you ever get your computer running again. i swear i didn’t put that virus on it 😉

i actually want to make my latest poem into a song, but no luck yet. i have found a few good synths, but i need a good program to generate some nice warm pad sounds. i have found some, but i want a free one!! anyway….

hmm i’m really trying to update more.. so what can i say?… ah.. i have had some pretty strange dreams. i almost hate a certain person for calling me early saturday morning and disrupting it. it was so sensual, yet it was nothing sexual about it. sorry, i can’t explain it. but i had the love of my life literally (i hate that word) in the palm of my hand and i chose not to come out of the dream world just yet, so we stayed a little longer. problem is, we never came back out together ….

at least it’s better than the nightmares i had been having recently. i don’t think anything’s as bad as having the depths of hell come after you in one dream, you get murdered in another dream, and you just have this overwhelming feeling that another dream is going to turn out very badly when it suddenly ends. and to top it all off, all three of those dreams were in one night!! what is going on with me?

i’d love to have a dream recorder. i’d pay lots of cash for it. problem is i don’t have lots of cash. i’d love to be able to remember my dreams better. i really do love my dreams.

and i just simply dont have bad dreams. so it was pretty disturbing to have all these bad dreams i have been having recently. i have had bad dreams. just none in a looong time.