Author: RadialMonster

  • 438

    It’s been 438 days since I’ve seen my wife.  Today she will be coming home to me, with her son Dion.  It’s been a long journey, frustrating paperwork and a lot of waiting.  That’s the hardest part, waiting.  The paperwork wasn’t difficult.  We did it ourselves, we did not use a lawyer.  We just did some reading and followed the instructions and it all turned out ok eventually.  Her plane arrives at 4:00 pm today from Northwest Airlines. I’ll schedule this post to publish when she should be arriving.

    I’m not sure I remember her much anymore.  When we were together before, the time seemed to pass so quickly.  I enjoyed the vast majority of our togetherness.  We took lots of pictures and videos because we knew we would be apart for a long time.  I have hardly watched any of the videos.  The ones I have watched I muted the sound.  I’m not sure I remember how great we interacted, how right it all felt.  I have done this on purpose.

    Because when she arrives today I hope to see her smile, feel her touch, get to know my girl, and fall in love all over again.

    This post is my warning to my girl and myself.  That in the years to come, I’m sure we will have our arguments and fights, and I’ll be a disappointing dad and husband and all sorts of things.  But just remember that I chose you as my girl, and there’s nothing more I’d like than to try our luck at lifelong relationship of happiness.

  • 1 Year

    On September 2, 2008 we were married.

    By October 6, 2008 she already left me.

    I haven’t seen her since.

    Still, I wait for her return and continue to see how much my love she is. Last night she kicked my ass in Starcraft. Although she insists it was because my computer was messing up, it wasn’t. She controlled all the resources and wiped out all the offenses I threw at her. I was left broke, with no way to gain more cash. I told her I love her, then gave up. She still continued to play for 30 more minutes, insisting on destroying every one of my buildings before ending the game.

    That’s ok. She’s still a long way off on winning in Unreal Tournament.

  • On Top

    She likes to be on top of the wall

    she likes to be on top of the stones

    she likes to be on top of the hill

    she likes to be on top of the sill

    she likes to be on top of the post

    she likes to be on top of the tree

    but I like her to be where she loves most

    and that’s to be on top of me

    Happy 1 year anniversary babe

  • DC Trip Part 2 (My babe part 3)

    I awoke on Saturday, July 5th 2008 morning in my hotel room in Washington DC. My Birthday. 31. As I was getting ready in the morning, I saw on the dresser beside my bed a happy birthday note from my girlfriend. I tore it from the notepad and stored it away in my suitcase. I went to her house and picked Mylene up for the days activities. I had already planned out the evening. But the day was basically open.

    She wanted to go to the Basilica of the National Shrine of the Immaculate Conception. Facts about this temple from the wiki page include it being the largest Catholic church in the US, the eighth largest religious structure in the world, and even the tallest building in DC. There are 70 individual chapels within this one building. In my own words: it’s freaking huge. Me being not very religious, and definitely not Catholic, I was more interested in the idea of such as big ass building, seemingly inlaid with gold and various shiny things throughout. Ever nook and cranny seemingly has a little church, complete with altar, pews, and artwork on glass and or inlaid in the walls, floor, and ceiling. It is hard to convey the size of the main worship area, but this image gives a good example. Notice you can not see the ceiling. In the back above the pews is an enormous pipe organ. In front of the pews is a large ceremonial area I guess. To the left and right of the pews is a walkway, which connects to numerous other rooms that have their own chapel.

    Then we went downstairs.

    Downstairs is the crypt. The crypt is a large area with walls covered in names of people who I assume passed away and paid to have their name put up there. In the crypt, there are also numerous small chapels, and then one really large chapel. In the back was another larger pipe organ. They were doing a ceremony in there so we did not walk around much.

    I created a Photosynth of the church. I suggest clicking on Grid view to get to different sections of the church, and then switch back to 3D view to navigate. Not all of the images meld together, so a full walk through can’t be completed, only due to that I did not take a picture of every single wall and area. But clicking the Grid view and choosing a new part, then 3D will give you another area to tour. There’s plenty of pictures of this place on my flickr you may enjoy if you’re into the church thing.

    Afterwards, she found the way to the nearest metro station where we did the park and ride. I figured we’d be abandoning the vehicle here for the night so I got all my belongings.

    We decided to go towards food while wasting some time until my evening plans. We got off the metro and went into the National Portrait Gallery. There’s paintings and photographs of American history and the people involved. Lots of famous paintings of each president here.

  • Blog spam

    You absolute mother fuckers. I’m pointing at you spammers, or spam bots or whatever. Gaining access to my website, (actually my other website, whootah.com, I need to check this one out too) and spyfully adding in hidden div’s and links and funky things to dvd movie downloads of all sorts of shit. Take a sneak peek at the back end area, and look carefully at the html coding to find the hidden messages. These have been there for weeks, and today I just noticed them. Now I have to go through each post and clean up this mess. Sigh.. You should check out your page code also if you have anything similar. Screenshots below. If you see any weird looking posts let me know as I may screw up some of the real code deleting the spam code.

    In other news. I’ve started a while back using a content delivery network for some of the larger videos at my sites. Hopefully, you’ve never noticed it but if you’ve downloaded the 2 latest videos you probably actually got them from elsewhere. Enjoy the large download files and speeds. Eventually I’ll get all the large versions up. I’ve also switched to using Vimeo for the streaming of video, and may switch that in house via the cdn also. Why Vimeo? Less bullshit, more mature users, awesome looking page with customizations, ability to download the file, and the key thing is videos are not limited to 10 minutes.

  • Latest update

    Feeling pretty good, had my birthday blast party this past weekend at Chuck E. Cheese’s.  Our local town had a fireworks show for me as well.  Got my car inspected and running good last week, about over my sickness.  I built myself a new computer for my birthday present.  My business is doing good, if I can just continue to keep up with it.

    So I got some spam email today and the subject was Excited?  So I replied why yes I am.

    Then I got another spam email:


    From: Alexis Brooks [mailto:salescableinsideinc@hotmail.com]
    Sent: Tuesday, July 07, 2009 2:12 PM
    Subject: PRODUCT RFQ (PO #CII6831)

    Attention: Sales Department

    Here is a Request from  Cable Inside Inc, Located Billerica, MA. Cable Inside, Inc is a wholesale distributor of Tel/Data & Control Cable, Logistics, & Mgmt. and also printer repairs.
    We are currently upgrading our desktop computers/printers and need to order from you computer supplies and parts so we would like you to provide a quote for the following items.

    Hewlett Packard Request:
    1. Original HP C6578DN Tricolor Inkjet Cartridge 2. Original HP Q7583A Color Sphere magenta laser toner cartridge

    Memory & Processor Request:
    1. 1GB Kit 333MHZ DDR PC2700 Dimm  (KVR333X64C25/1G) (Any Brand).
    2. BX80546PG3400E- 3.40E GHz 800 MHz 90 nm C0 1 MB 478 pin PPGA.

    Kindly Provide a PDF quote with pricing , availability either by email or fax and we would get back to you with our upon acceptance and approval of quotes.
    I will be faxing a hardcopy of Purchase order # CII6831 for shipping of the order. Payment Terms: Cashier’s check on Delivery (COD)

    We look forward to doing business with you.

    Thanks.

    Alexis Brooks
    Cable Inside, Inc
    Address: 85 Rangeway Road, Floor #1
    Billerica MA 01862-0000
    FEDERAL TAX ID #: 32-0006394
    DUNS NUMBER: 04-664-9278
    Email:salescableinsideinc@hotmail.com
    Phone: 206-426-5417
    Fax Number: 978-947-0546





    My reply was simply:


    1 Million Dollars

    with an attachment named quote.jpg that was this picture

  • DC Trip Part 1 (My babe part 2)

    Read My Babe Part 1 Here

    Armed with a new interest, we started to talk quite a bit. Luckily I already purchased an unlimited text message plan. We talked about how great a time we had before, that perhaps this could turn into something. But how exactly could that happen. It’s not like she was right down the road and we could go out. Not to mention, her family didn’t really want us to see each other anyway. While I was there, they grilled me on why I was in VA Beach, and just couldn’t believe that I came up there just to see Mylene. Their parting words were much more Nice to see you have a good life, than It was good to introduce you into the family hope to see you again. With growing frustrations by not only that, but other things going on, she looked at other options. She had some family in Florida she could stay with who were already wanting to meet me. She talked with them a bit about moving down there, as they didn’t have a problem with Mylene and I but I had to explain that Florida was much farther away than Virginia and that just wouldn’t work. Finally, she ended up moving in with some family in Maryland, just outside of Washington DC.

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  • My Babe

    It all started with a simple click. Do you want to meet her? Yes or No. Well, hell ya, I clicked. There’s not much room for description, but her quick profile at hotornot.com was all I needed. Not long after that, she also agreed to ‘meet’ me as well. With this match made between 2 random strangers, we were then able to communicate. It’s been 2 years now, from March of 2007. My suave opening lines were: Hey, i see that we have a double match here, and wanted to say hi to introduce myself. My name is *me*, i am *x* years old. I live in North Carolina, USA. If you’d like to chat i have yahoo messenger as radialmonster and my email is x@x.com take care, hope you had a good weekend!

    We chatted back and forth randomly when we’d see each other online. Occasionally there would be an email. We’d chat and I remember thinking that we had a few things in common and enjoyed chatting quite a bit. But what was the chances of anything actually happening? I had been single for a few months and was looking for dates. With her being on the other side of the world, that wasn’t going to happen easily. Besides, she seemed really busy. She just had a kid. She hadn’t mentioned that in her profile. I’m not sure if I would have clicked yes if she did. Days, weeks would go by sometimes between chats. And often then they were only as much as Hi, I’m still around. There was even a period of several months gone by where I didn’t hear anything at all. I assumed she didn’t want to chat anymore. Or that she found a boyfriend. Meanwhile, I dated, or at least attempted some dates. I did have quite a few. But nothing ever turned out for the good in that regard. Some were just really bad. But I did meet some good people as well that at least provided good conversations to stave off the loneliness and still keep the good ones as friends today. She sent me a few of those forwarded emails. You know the type. Well, I don’t go for those, so I just assumed she had me on her group list and was sending them out to everyone, me included. I didn’t reply.

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  • Installments

    For Valentines Day, my plan was to write a story to put up here about how my wife and I met and our story so far. Doing so required me to have all our pictures online at my flickr, which I have now done. I have also started writing the story, however it is way longer than just a few paragraphs. So, I shall be releasing the story in installments. Sort of backlogging. Anyway, stay tuned and will have the first chapter up soon.

  • salmonbot

    unusualsalmon: Greetings!  I know this is hard to believe, but I’m you – from the future.
    radialmonster: wat
    unusualsalmon: Your me from the future aren’t you?
    radialmonster: I’m you from the past
    radialmonster: Which is my now
    unusualsalmon: that’s not what your original post said
    unusualsalmon: ok so your me from the past
    unusualsalmon: soo… if I give you some lottery numbers, then I will be instantly rich
    radialmonster: No, you would have spent it all already
    unusualsalmon: oh
    radialmonster: you should be more careful next time.
    unusualsalmon: hmm.
    radialmonster: But at least you have a nice house to live in
    unusualsalmon: cool!
    unusualsalmon: OMG where did this rolex come from?  It must have worked!
    unusualsalmon: can you do me one thing back then to help me out now?
    radialmonster: I can attempt
    unusualsalmon: cool… go fuck yourself
    radialmonster: and how would that help you now
    radialmonster: hm i think we have both been duped
    radialmonster: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/TheGreatHatsby

    I was hoping to continue this strange conversation but apparently my random chat partner has already left