Tuesday, June 18, 2002

i’m
sorry.   no

updates
.  ok, here’s an update.  I’m
thinking of

becoming
a minister.  time for some
writing.  i have purchased about 15 cd’s i have yet to listen to in about 2
weeks.  i don’t know what would happen if i put one of those small cd
singles in my car cd changer. it would probably eat it.  this time its
obviously not clear.  this sweetness in my ear, this numbness in my hands.
the hearing of non annoying orchestra strings echoing across the lands.
couldn’t you see that rhyme coming?  i have had distinctly no dreams these
past few nights.  does that mean my creativity is run out?  does that
mean I’m satisfied?  i went shopping for clothes today, but couldn’t find
any pants that fit me that i liked.   i once saw the most evil face
I’ve ever seen from an animal from my fat cat.  i accidentally kicked him
in the head one time and he gave me the most evil look I’ve ever come across.
i have purposely kicked him in the head and he only continues to rub against me.
its almost time for ice cream.  the funniest thing I’ve seen tonight is a
Japanese ‘movie’ with the Kanji or whatever it’s called and in the middle of the
kanji was an obscene English word.    this is a family site, so i
wont mention that word here.  of course, its only a family site because
kids come here by mistake when they search on the good ship lollipop.
otherwise, it’s a non-existent web site in the eyes of you who don’t read this.
does reading that something doesn’t exist make it exist because you’re thinking
of it?  its almost time for ice cream.  then i’ll be up from a sugar
rush.  butt butt butt.  right now i’m  ranked #990 out of 69,987
players this quarter in UT.  kicking butt.  butt butt.  thanks
for being here,
mail me!!

i’m
sorry.   no

updates
.  ok, here’s an update.  I’m
thinking of

becoming
a minister.  time for some
writing.  i have purchased about 15 cd’s i have yet to listen to in about 2
weeks.  i don’t know what would happen if i put one of those small cd
singles in my car cd changer. it would probably eat it.  this time its
obviously not clear.  this sweetness in my ear, this numbness in my hands.
the hearing of non annoying orchestra strings echoing across the lands.
couldn’t you see that rhyme coming?  i have had distinctly no dreams these
past few nights.  does that mean my creativity is run out?  does that
mean I’m satisfied?  i went shopping for clothes today, but couldn’t find
any pants that fit me that i liked.   i once saw the most evil face
I’ve ever seen from an animal from my fat cat.  i accidentally kicked him
in the head one time and he gave me the most evil look I’ve ever come across.
i have purposely kicked him in the head and he only continues to rub against me.
its almost time for ice cream.  the funniest thing I’ve seen tonight is a
Japanese ‘movie’ with the Kanji or whatever it’s called and in the middle of the
kanji was an obscene English word.    this is a family site, so i
wont mention that word here.  of course, its only a family site because
kids come here by mistake when they search on the good ship lollipop.
otherwise, it’s a non-existent web site in the eyes of you who don’t read this.
does reading that something doesn’t exist make it exist because you’re thinking
of it?  its almost time for ice cream.  then i’ll be up from a sugar
rush.  butt butt butt.  right now i’m  ranked #990 out of 69,987
players this quarter in UT.  kicking butt.  butt butt.  thanks
for being here,
mail me!!

how was your weekend?
i slept all day today almost.  watched the first disc of my Simpson’s first
season set.  went to see my dad.  that kind of junk.  yesterday,
scott had a small get together at his house.  so we did that thing.
its late, I’m ready for bed.  just wanted to post my latest nothingness
here just so you know I’m still alive.  sorry for your disappointment.

Sunday, June 16, 2002

how was your weekend?
i slept all day today almost.  watched the first disc of my Simpson’s first
season set.  went to see my dad.  that kind of junk.  yesterday,
scott had a small get together at his house.  so we did that thing.
its late, I’m ready for bed.  just wanted to post my latest nothingness
here just so you know I’m still alive.  sorry for your disappointment.
😉

Thursday, June 13, 2002

and this time, what
is it?  is it the same as
the last
situation
where is my new
poetry?

where is my mood
to write some?  this sometimes
replaces
my mood writing.  this is the closest thing to a journal
i’ve (n)ever
had.
  maybe when i was younger, i would have kept a
journal if i thought someone might find
it and read
it.
  i like to eat
m&m’s.
OK, this quote
is really sad:  “”We have this company that comes around to pick up the
aborted fetuses,” another nurse says. “But if we’re really busy, it costs us a
fortune to get rid of them. At those times, we just follow the doctor’s orders
and flush them down the toilet.”