from here my chances are slim
no lines between them
only a few holding away
taking a beating now
cant seem to find the sign
from your other side
from that other me
it was said
you said
you’d find me here
even in the dark you could see
I can see your lips uncurl
as i’m circling through these
scenery and clouds
I know you’re waiting
but you’ve been waiting too long
a glimpse of a touch, a meet of an eye
this lady in waiting that I’m passing by
I just hope it’s not over
it’s over already or
has it not begun?
9-21-03
I spend my time waiting
for you to come
these eyes are only hurting
and burning and longing
to hear from you again
nights out alone
it should be us
being blunt isn’t half as fun
as learning what
these days will end up
when it’s over
9-21-03
I don’t want this fantasy anymore
I don’t want this anymore than you do
9-10-03
this vision is still forming
illusions may vary
warnings and flirtings
only sway your mirage
as a bed sheet clothed woman
who’s had one too many
9-8-03